(Source: scottzzzz)
Posted 7 hours ago
My parents picked up pizza on the way home tonight. I ate a banana and a few pieces of popcorn today. I’m hungry I’ve been craving Pizza for a while. But I keep thinking; I can have the food I wanted all day, or the body I wanted all my life. Plus I feel like if I start to eat I’m going to lose control.
Posted 13 hours ago
Posted 13 hours ago
half of me: I want to lose weight
other half of me: I want my life back
Posted 1 day ago
Posted 1 day ago
Everytime I think I’ve gotten better it starts again.
(Source: youcanalwaysbebetter)
Posted 1 day ago
Stepped on the scale for the first time in a few days, right now it says 111. I gained 2.5 pounds. I can’t do this whole recovery thing anymore. It’s almost summer. I need to be skinny, pretty, worth something. I need to starve. I need to be in control. I need Ana.
Posted 1 day ago
“Why don’t you like yourself?”
“Because I’m ugly and fat. I hate saying those two words out loud but I think of them all the time.”
Posted 1 day ago
Posted 1 day ago
There is a particular genus of teenagers who break out into song spontaneously with their friends, know all the words to Rent and/or Wicked, and will do anything for a taste of being onstage in front of an audience. They’re called theater geeks, and I am a card-carrying member of their ranks.
oh you know, just the things I think about...
